It's gonna make sense
POSTED ON: Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 8:02 PM | 0 comments
I am
SUPER DUPER depressed.
Yesterday, the class rank was announced--
I wasn't in the top 10 *sigh*
My rank is so low, cannot barely understand I tried to do my
best? BUT! I believe that everything happens for a reason, God allowed this things to happen so that I may
learn. Now, I tried to contemplate yesterday and I decided..... to make
SACRIFICES. So what are the things that I decided not to do for the meantime?
Sacrifice #1: Dancing-Yes oh yes, I will not be dancing for this year. Ofcourse, if your part of the troupe when the contest is already near you allot time for the practice. Eh, there comes a time when there is conflict like
quizzes during the week of the contest.
Projects to be fulfilled and submitted, somewhat I can say that it is
TIME CONSUMING and that I need to
let go of it for
NOW.P.S This will only be applicable for school contests, I am and will always be part of the
Dancing Ministry of ElShaddai for the
Shrine of Our Lady Chapter.
Sacrifice #2: Will lessen the PC time-TIME CONSUMING 'nuff said. Obviously? Will only use during the
weekends. Sacrifice #3: Will not ask any reward unless I work hard-I told my dad
"NO, YOU ARE NOT GONNA GIVE ME THE CELLPHONE NOR THE CLOTHES AND THE OTHER STUFFS THAT YOU BOUGHT FOR ME UNLESS I GIVE YOU GUYS GOOD GRADES." Actually, my family ain't angry they are very
understanding *sniffs, I love them very much* I'm just disappointed because this I want to give them something to be proud of (...aside from the rewards that I achieved during the past years?) I mean, I know they are
proud and happy but I always want to make them
HAPPY. Well, my parents told me it's okay but ofcourse a part of me still wants to burst out and say
"NO I PROMISE TO DO BETTER THIS QUARTER. I mean, I am still sad yeah? But I always remember what my grandma told me
"That's life-- sometime's your up sometime's your down. What do you do when your down? YOU STAND UP, You PROVE something. We'll always be beside you, we'll always be proud of you" *sniff x2 my grandma's so cool* See, I may fall but that doesn't mean that
i'm not gonna get up. I'll try to do better this quarter, things happen for a reason right? I know God's planning something
BETTER for me. :)
In the end I know
IT'S GONNA MAKE SENSE. I can do this!
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POSTED ON: Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 8:02 PM | 0 comments
I am
SUPER DUPER depressed.
Yesterday, the class rank was announced--
I wasn't in the top 10 *sigh*
My rank is so low, cannot barely understand I tried to do my
best? BUT! I believe that everything happens for a reason, God allowed this things to happen so that I may
learn. Now, I tried to contemplate yesterday and I decided..... to make
SACRIFICES. So what are the things that I decided not to do for the meantime?
Sacrifice #1: Dancing-Yes oh yes, I will not be dancing for this year. Ofcourse, if your part of the troupe when the contest is already near you allot time for the practice. Eh, there comes a time when there is conflict like
quizzes during the week of the contest.
Projects to be fulfilled and submitted, somewhat I can say that it is
TIME CONSUMING and that I need to
let go of it for
NOW.P.S This will only be applicable for school contests, I am and will always be part of the
Dancing Ministry of ElShaddai for the
Shrine of Our Lady Chapter.
Sacrifice #2: Will lessen the PC time-TIME CONSUMING 'nuff said. Obviously? Will only use during the
weekends. Sacrifice #3: Will not ask any reward unless I work hard-I told my dad
"NO, YOU ARE NOT GONNA GIVE ME THE CELLPHONE NOR THE CLOTHES AND THE OTHER STUFFS THAT YOU BOUGHT FOR ME UNLESS I GIVE YOU GUYS GOOD GRADES." Actually, my family ain't angry they are very
understanding *sniffs, I love them very much* I'm just disappointed because this I want to give them something to be proud of (...aside from the rewards that I achieved during the past years?) I mean, I know they are
proud and happy but I always want to make them
HAPPY. Well, my parents told me it's okay but ofcourse a part of me still wants to burst out and say
"NO I PROMISE TO DO BETTER THIS QUARTER. I mean, I am still sad yeah? But I always remember what my grandma told me
"That's life-- sometime's your up sometime's your down. What do you do when your down? YOU STAND UP, You PROVE something. We'll always be beside you, we'll always be proud of you" *sniff x2 my grandma's so cool* See, I may fall but that doesn't mean that
i'm not gonna get up. I'll try to do better this quarter, things happen for a reason right? I know God's planning something
BETTER for me. :)
In the end I know
IT'S GONNA MAKE SENSE. I can do this!
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