Rant /pss

POSTED ON: Thursday, February 3, 2011 @ 5:08 PM | 0 comments

‎"But the Lord is with me as a dread warrior; therefore my persecutors will stumble and they will not overcome me. They will be greatly shamed, for they will not succeed. THEIR ETERNAL DISHONOR WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN." -- Jeremiah 20:11

I HOPE THIS WILL BE MY FIRST AND LAST RANT FOR THIS YEAR. And FYI, para sa mga makakabasa ng post na to this isn't cyber bullying. I am just spilling my feelings here afterall this is my outlet so if you got any comments, just shut up. :) Ngayon lang ako ganito, I cannot contain it. Wonderwoman also has her weak points to. And if a superhero has weak points then what more pa ako?

I just recently learned na ang dami palang NANG-BACKSTAB sakin. Ang masakit pa dun, yung mga taong akala mo nandiyan sa'yo? Na genuine talaga yung ngiti nila. I'm so stupid for being so naive. Afterall, you cannot trust anyone too much nowadays. I totally forgot about that. Nasa kalagitnaan ka ng pagbabago then this? Kanina pa ako disappointed and I do not know kung kanino ko sasabihin so here I am typing and spilling my feelings for the first time. Another is, hindi ako nakikipag-plastican. I cannot remember saying anything bad behind their back, I even helped the other one then this is what I get. Now, I started thinking-- SHOULD I REVERT BACK TO MY OLD WAYS? Well you know, the BITCHY type. The one who would not let anyone step on her? Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit nila ako ginaganito e. Hindi ako nagpapasikat or what-so-ever, nag-aaral ako ng mabuti para kay Lord at para sa pamilya ko. Nag'rerecite ako hindi para magpasikat kundi para sa grade and last but not the least, hindi ako nagvovolunteer, ako ang pinipili ng teacher ginagawa ko lang ang dapat gawin. Walang ginagawa yung tao sainyo tapos ginagayan niyo? Para di ata maganda yun. :) Bahala na kung sinong matamaan, pero hindi naman ako bato e? May pakiramdam din ako. Kala niyo hindi masakit? Nakaka sama ng loob at hindi lang konti, SOBRA SOBRA. Puwede naman kasi akong kausapin, hindi yung patalikod ako pag-uusapan. Open naman ako sa mga gnayang bagay. I'm just being me, ewan ko ba kung bakit ang laki ng problema niyo. Ayoko ng confrontation kasi ayoko ng kagalit, gusto ko na nga magbago e.

Anyway, atleast nailabas ko narin yung unsaid feelings ko. Bahala na sila, sila rin naman magdadala niyan. I'll open this up nalang to my Father above. Atleast, I know that no matter what happens, He understands and loves me. Siguro ipapapasa'Diyos ko nalang to. Just like the old times, I'll let Him. He knows whats best. Pero, I'd still look at the bright side. 'Cos of this incident, I learned who my true friends are. Kung sino ang pilit na ibinababa, tinataas ni Lord. Keribels to! Another opportunity to become a better person. Thank you Lord.

Do not wait for the storm to pass, DANCE WITH THE RAIN.

POSTED ON: Tuesday, February 1, 2011 @ 6:00 PM | 0 comments

I suddenly missed blogging. Been busy the past few days, good thing I'm in the mood to write today. No writer's block, none at all. :)

Anyway, our school just had it's Foundation celebration last week so there were loads of activities. Here are some: Opening of the Directress Cup, Bungee Jumping (Which I did not try, I suck right? LOL.), and Hiphop Dance Competition. NO CLASSES FOR 1 WEEK! plus, Sophomores got second place for the Hiphop Dance Competition! Congrats 90 Degrees, I ♥ you guys. <33

Hm, I'm feeling gloomy this afternoon. I don't know why? Maybe because I'm missing someone? K. As if he'll remember me. :) I also got loads of duties now since I'll be the one to budget the money 'cos lola cannot anymore. I know this is a blessing ♥ Thus, I shall learn something from this new task.

P.S Teachers Day on Feb. 11, I'll be T. Flor. Elementary Department hello! And oh, I'll be teaching Filipino.

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